Finally healing after the hurt...

I finally attended my first domestic Violence group meeting. It was very refreshing. 

It was nice to be amongst a group of women who shared similar stories. Next week will be another session. With time I hope I can learn from these meetings and heal.

Life being a stalked wife

Today was the hardest day today. I was finally given a lead on where to find my husband to have him served with a restraining order. For the past 3 months after trying to serve him, I have had fake DCF allegations made on me, My car vandalized and stolen many times. My recent Vandalization occurred on Thanksgiving day. I had awaken to my tag stolen and my brake lines cut, radiator hose punctured/cut Power steering tampered with and many more.

Although I am at some type of peace. I still worry if he will find me and retaliate. Being stalked is the worst feeling in the world.. Even when your own husband posts nude photos of you on Porn sites and Social Media Sites. The saddest thing is that he has people believing Im a psychotic women who abuses herself. He is very manipulative. Even now my husband has people believing I am a psychotic ex girlfriend..

he has all his friends fooled that he is not even married. Im just so ready to move on with my life.

Today was bittersweet, to have to walk through a crowd and identify your husband.. I was hurt.. I know that God has truly protected me and heard my prayers. Awaiting my court date on Monday to be granted a permanent restraining order..